some days feel counterproductive and distant. like all of your work has suddenly been erased, or whatever good fortune you're convinced you deserve will never make it's way towards you. sometimes these feelings are brought on by others, but sometimes they're actually brought on by your own insecurities.
the ideas behind love and affection can really mess with your mood and mind. adding angles that both isolate and control us, it's a goal we aimlessly one day hope to achieve. and for some, it appears to be by any means necessary.
i can't remember if i liked what i said,
-t
