Monday, September 12, 2011

a lifespan is a billion heartbeats.

everything moves with fluidity and flickers of change whether we notice or not. the goal is to achieve inspiration in spite of life's curves and to surround ourselves with as many loved ones in case of emergencies or celebrations. it's been 10 years since the tragedy of 9/11. but it's also been 10 years since i walked into my parents living room as a fresh 17 year-old and realized that the day i was born would forever mean so much more.

9/11 symbolizes different things to different people. and this year in particular, i wanted that day to be as low key as possible, finding it's beauty in the faces with whom i decided to spend my quiet time with rather than intoxicated antics and next day headaches. i'm in a very different mindset than i was just a year ago and for the first birthday in a minute, i remembered everything. despite a terrifying almost head-on collision at the tail-end of the night, i came home happy, super full (i managed to fit in 5 celebratory meals) and in the most appreciative and reflective state of mind.

i'm thankful for all of the greetings, gifts and sentiments. my past missteps have made me even more grateful for all of the spaces in between. to another 365 and beyond!

silver wishbones, apartment surprises and a few tigers,

-t